Okay, im very vexed now ):

Jamie, mei just sms-ed me saying tht the malay guy allows me to go back JSA, i really want to but im not sure if my mum allows. and how am i going to tell coach im coming back?
and i really dont want to disappoint jamie,chloe or who ever tht wants me to go back.

Later the boys will like like "ey, why she come back?" okay, it'll be damn weird. should i go back? or just stay like this? what is coach started asking me question and stuffs? what if.....?
Sigh, i really want to go back but because of some other reasons idk if i should.

Should i? or should i not?
Will they pretend like nothing happened and just let me continue? or keep on asking why i come back and why did i leave in the first place?
Sigh. how will coach react? how will the boys react? how will the girls react? i never though of going back but since now i have to chance why not? but.. still.

Shld i just go there and say "____!____!____! i'm back!!!"
or.
"Hey, i wont be going back."?
i should have never quitted in the first place.
Damn my life.